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ok...as i stated in another thread..i suffer from depression,have for a long time,it shows in some of my posts by the way i express myself i guess,but since im being open about it..i haven't used my FSX in a long time,like 3 years now,to actually fly,,i turn the program on..adjust thing,change settings,add scenery ect...but i don't fly.and one of the things is because i have the depression issues,as it was explained to me,i cant make myself take the time to connect my controllers and get everything setup and ready to go,because when i do,im then out of the mood to then fly..its been explained to me that with my depression problems,along with the ADD/ADHD,that even though i start out enthusiastic about something..once i have to get "setup" i lose interest..because i want to do the "act", i don't want to setup or take down.. ive done this with plastic model building..tanks/cars/planes...HO scale trains..artwork..ive sold artwork in the past..but i can't do any now because i can't be bothered to setup and then clean up when im done..so i wont even start.all that said..
my father bought me a couple early christmas gifts...so he says...lol..ill get a diecast out of him in december..you watch..but the first is an articulated arm for my monitor and keyboard/mouse,which will move it up and over my desk,which will ofcourse open my desktop so i cant mount my CH yoke and throttle(s) and leave them there and connected to the PC at all times so all i have to do is start FSX and go.we are also going to move the desk and nearby components so im sideways to the tv rather than having it behind me as it is now..while im in chat with friends or on SOH i have my tv on as a "mental" distraction,this way i will be able to swing the arm with the monitor and keyboard over closer to me,and i can look more towards the tv even...if that makes sense...i also got a "music stand" to hold my laptop ,i have a program called visulator map which runs on the laptop and shows my FSX plane in google earth.i will have that on the stand next to me.
now...who wants to volunteer to come help me and my folks move this heavy old oak desk???...hmmmmm?......
my father bought me a couple early christmas gifts...so he says...lol..ill get a diecast out of him in december..you watch..but the first is an articulated arm for my monitor and keyboard/mouse,which will move it up and over my desk,which will ofcourse open my desktop so i cant mount my CH yoke and throttle(s) and leave them there and connected to the PC at all times so all i have to do is start FSX and go.we are also going to move the desk and nearby components so im sideways to the tv rather than having it behind me as it is now..while im in chat with friends or on SOH i have my tv on as a "mental" distraction,this way i will be able to swing the arm with the monitor and keyboard over closer to me,and i can look more towards the tv even...if that makes sense...i also got a "music stand" to hold my laptop ,i have a program called visulator map which runs on the laptop and shows my FSX plane in google earth.i will have that on the stand next to me.
now...who wants to volunteer to come help me and my folks move this heavy old oak desk???...hmmmmm?......
