My First Attempt at a Blog

[Quicksand]

The Fight

A battle rages in my head,
And it won't end until I'm dead.
I try to run but it's no use,
My horror past is on the loose.

Once again my past repeats,
Like a drum my heart beats,
As I travel back through life,
And the memories cut just like a knife.

The dreams they come to me at night,
And they leave me soaking wet with fright.
As I sweat from every pore,
I shiver and pray please, please no more..

In a crowded mall I flash back,
Of life for real I lose track,
As the years zoom by and I must fight,
The past I dread with all my might.

I want to hide from all this pain,
That seems to sicken all my brain.
I want to die, I want to live..
I have nothing else to give.

God, please help me find a way,
To heal and face another day.
Lord above please help me see,
That one day I'll be free...

I must hold on and do Your will,
If I'm sure of Heaven still.
God, I pray you make me whole,
So I'm at peace with my soul.

 

[Cloud9Gal]

Quicksand~ Very touching with all the raw emotions expressed. This is no doubt a very dark and somber poem. Yet, in its darkess, we also see glimpes of light, beauty and hope.
Thank you for sharing this. I loved reading your blog.
Never, ever give up!
Remain strong in your Faith~

C9G

 

[TomSteber]

And fight we must. Day by day. Minute by minute sometimes.
Powerful poem.