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SdC Redux
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Hi, my name is *********** (edit: now my cover is blown, no need to mention my full name again, don't need this to be googlable just yet)
, you may remember me from some add-ons like the snowcap on Mt. Fuji and ...
Some time ago, I sort of dropped off the radar suddenly and completely. This was to do mostly from being overwhelmed and unable to deal with a lot (most) of aspects of my life. This also attributed to physical problems.
I'M SORRY I didn't take two minutes to inform you all. At the time I crashed, I just couldn't face it, as time passed it changed to awkwardness about the situation and reluctance to be pulled in again.
I kept my website up as much as I could though, but when the domain name renewals came up I just let the whole lot expire.
THANK YOU, as a community, for picking up the slack on supporting that jungle of downloads I made.
THANK YOU, as a community for sticking it out with cfs2.
People around me trying to help made it clear to me that I had to cold turkey stop a lot of "less important" activities. The most obvious sacrifice had to be cfs2. With that and other sacrifices, I managed to continue my life very low profile but maintaining a decent job, paying the mortgage etc.
Now, I have a different job, nicely close to home, and more in control of my time and activities (minimal as they are).
I'm trying to fight my demons one by one. One of these is the VTP1 algorithm. I got totally stuck on writing the code for that, and it is still a major knot in my brain that I have to resolve.
My internet/computer related activity at home is now extremely sparse, and very objective-focussed so I won't overwhelm myself again.
That is the good news, by the way. I have to finish the cfs2autocoast tool before I can let cfs2 retire.
That is, if you will take me back into the community after the stunt I performed :redf:
I don't have much free time, but I now work in the aircraft part supply chain
, which adds to the motivation, and work with software developers who are willing to help me out with some of the hard parts of the code. So it is now very achievable to complete the VTP1 generation; I know exactly what needs to be done once that specific hurdle is taken.
I did not take it lightly to return to this forum; I hate making false promises and raising expectations I cannot meet (edit: and I realize that is exactly what I have done in the past). It took me this long to line up the opportunity to make this work without backfiring on me.
I've just taken a quick look-around the forum and downloads, and noticed in particular the new LWM's and mesh from our dear friend Rhumbaflappy.
Surely, my tool must be adjusted to cope with those (hopefully I can work with the source poly dataset), lay some nice beaches down.
What I need before I get started it a complete rundown of the other addons (egypt?) I need to take into consideration to maintain/create/improve compatibility. Then, when I have a build environment set up, we can completely redo the world.
I look forward to talking to you all again! How are you all doing?
, you may remember me from some add-ons like the snowcap on Mt. Fuji and ...
Some time ago, I sort of dropped off the radar suddenly and completely. This was to do mostly from being overwhelmed and unable to deal with a lot (most) of aspects of my life. This also attributed to physical problems.
I'M SORRY I didn't take two minutes to inform you all. At the time I crashed, I just couldn't face it, as time passed it changed to awkwardness about the situation and reluctance to be pulled in again.
I kept my website up as much as I could though, but when the domain name renewals came up I just let the whole lot expire.
THANK YOU, as a community, for picking up the slack on supporting that jungle of downloads I made.
THANK YOU, as a community for sticking it out with cfs2.
People around me trying to help made it clear to me that I had to cold turkey stop a lot of "less important" activities. The most obvious sacrifice had to be cfs2. With that and other sacrifices, I managed to continue my life very low profile but maintaining a decent job, paying the mortgage etc.
Now, I have a different job, nicely close to home, and more in control of my time and activities (minimal as they are).
I'm trying to fight my demons one by one. One of these is the VTP1 algorithm. I got totally stuck on writing the code for that, and it is still a major knot in my brain that I have to resolve.
My internet/computer related activity at home is now extremely sparse, and very objective-focussed so I won't overwhelm myself again.
That is the good news, by the way. I have to finish the cfs2autocoast tool before I can let cfs2 retire.
That is, if you will take me back into the community after the stunt I performed :redf:
I don't have much free time, but I now work in the aircraft part supply chain
I did not take it lightly to return to this forum; I hate making false promises and raising expectations I cannot meet (edit: and I realize that is exactly what I have done in the past). It took me this long to line up the opportunity to make this work without backfiring on me.
I've just taken a quick look-around the forum and downloads, and noticed in particular the new LWM's and mesh from our dear friend Rhumbaflappy.
Surely, my tool must be adjusted to cope with those (hopefully I can work with the source poly dataset), lay some nice beaches down.
What I need before I get started it a complete rundown of the other addons (egypt?) I need to take into consideration to maintain/create/improve compatibility. Then, when I have a build environment set up, we can completely redo the world.
I look forward to talking to you all again! How are you all doing?


Remember that this is a "hobby" and shouldn't be a obsession. Do what you have to do for your own well-being. I LOVE what you do (I wish I had the talent to do it) but pace yourself. Don't let this VRW overpower your Real World.
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