Things i dearly miss

Thanks you two, and everyone. I feel like i kinda owe everyone an explaination even though i know i dont, but you all deserve it.. You see I have this little condition with this big long name called advanced chronic emphysema. Its about midway through its cycle which is a good thing cause it could be a lot worse and will be.. But for now comparatively its champagne dreams and caviar. What the name means is that I can no longer get enough oxygen to my brain. I have some sever limitations now and a couple months ago I pushed those limitations a bit too far while shopping for groceries of all things. I'm not on oygen and no i wont go to a doctor for various reasons. One of them being fear but only one.
this means that i wont be cranking out planes like i used to do for iris, or pushing myself for two days solid without rest any more. But this will not stop me from doing what i love so very much: Making Planes fly for you guys and digging into the bare bones of history trying to put us all into that very moment in time when that plane or that boat was first created. I've got roger wilco to thank for that. Roger Your portrayal of the solomon island scenery made me think. Toms scenery added to the flame.
The thing is is I got vain. I push myself so hard when i'm working, that i didnt even notice i was pushing everyone around me too. That was especially true with the P-61. I know Robert will finish it spectacularly. That man will not settle for second best. he never has and never will. For my part? Well, hopefully come monday lockheed will straighten out my licensing so that i can downlod V2 of P3D and start running through all the tests on the P-61 and other planes as well.. Like i said though ive got three other planes i'm working on now. Two of them are for very dear friends and the third is for a new group of creators just learning to fly. I know theyre all going to be wonderful though..
I'll be here as I can. I promise. I think i still have a few bits of history that need to be gotten out anyway ;)..
Love you guys..
Pam

Just take good care of yourself.... history can wait ...... :victorious:
 
Just take good care of yourself.... history can wait ...... :victorious:

::Chukles:: Francois... You know history waits for no one. It needs to be savored like a fine wine, preferably while having a good stiff shot of scotch :;lol:;..
 
Dang it Pam! I've watched that video about twenty times today. You managed to match the video with the changing tempo of the music so wonderfully. How the heck do you do that? What do you use to edit/cut/splice the video?
 
That video has always been an inspiration for me. As far as the model goes I actually have probably 99% of it moved into Max9, which I have been using for some time. As I work on any project I always work on building my skills and I learn a lot about what makes a sound mesh, along with what makes that sound mesh efficient. I then tend to take what I have learned and incorporate it into the P-61 and any other project in the works at the time. I am not currently too worried about being able to finish the plane in terms of "technical difficulties". It's more a question of time. I have a commercial obligation I need to finish, and I also have the Midget Mustang that is very close to done, and my Globe Swift is out there as well.

I might entertain an "as is" (i.e. beta) upload. My only issue there is a personal one regarding releasing something I consider "half baked".
 
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