Thanks you two, and everyone. I feel like i kinda owe everyone an explaination even though i know i dont, but you all deserve it.. You see I have this little condition with this big long name called advanced chronic emphysema. Its about midway through its cycle which is a good thing cause it could be a lot worse and will be.. But for now comparatively its champagne dreams and caviar. What the name means is that I can no longer get enough oxygen to my brain. I have some sever limitations now and a couple months ago I pushed those limitations a bit too far while shopping for groceries of all things. I'm not on oygen and no i wont go to a doctor for various reasons. One of them being fear but only one.
this means that i wont be cranking out planes like i used to do for iris, or pushing myself for two days solid without rest any more. But this will not stop me from doing what i love so very much: Making Planes fly for you guys and digging into the bare bones of history trying to put us all into that very moment in time when that plane or that boat was first created. I've got roger wilco to thank for that. Roger Your portrayal of the solomon island scenery made me think. Toms scenery added to the flame.
The thing is is I got vain. I push myself so hard when i'm working, that i didnt even notice i was pushing everyone around me too. That was especially true with the P-61. I know Robert will finish it spectacularly. That man will not settle for second best. he never has and never will. For my part? Well, hopefully come monday lockheed will straighten out my licensing so that i can downlod V2 of P3D and start running through all the tests on the P-61 and other planes as well.. Like i said though ive got three other planes i'm working on now. Two of them are for very dear friends and the third is for a new group of creators just learning to fly. I know theyre all going to be wonderful though..
I'll be here as I can. I promise. I think i still have a few bits of history that need to be gotten out anyway

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Love you guys..
Pam